The strumming pattern of the guitar remained the same throughout the song.The reverberations had little to do with the crest and trough.That's the first entrance into the mind palace.One had to cross the junks of inflated ego, proud exuberance, the ideas of ideal life and many others to reach that entrance.Further more, one need to forego the noisy band of neighbourhood ,consequential flattering of the nearby people etc, to merge into the pool of oneself to reach that small entrance.All this is because, it takes a calm mind to hear the loudest cry...So here I am, with multiple fractures and a semi conscious nausea waiting for my room to be opened by ME.
"You know I don't prefer to have the least of your condolences when I am gone",the fractured guy replied brusquely.
"And that's why you are willing to meet your end?",the standing guy placed the roses on the table.
"Least of my concern"
"Aha!! The proudly claimed rationalist now gives up the reason for his living.That's quite amusing.Is this what people call as "dying man's wisdom"?"
"Why are you here?"
"Because you wanted me to.You want an argument as you believe nothing happens without debating.So I have come to debate with you"
"People are people and there's no confluence of attributes attached to any.Emotions are sways of thoughts and could over power logic.I am a man of facts and choices.I do appreciate emotional values but I am not moved by its compounding effect on the entire process of life"
"Isn't that obvious that your life is lifeless?..Dear man, humans are bounded rational beings.You are inherently aware of the fact that our choices are preferential and equally influential by the limiting factors of our emotion"
The struggling fractured man was finding it hard to counter the guest with a valid point.Yet the inflated ego never leaves a person to be himself.
"Ok..if you say so, you are making some sense.See, it is the thesis unravelling for itself.Every part of you has a part of me within.Your own idea of emotional overpowering stems from the factor of your rational upbeat"
"Dear dying man, it's vice versa.Every part of you has a wholesome part of me within.You should be aware that the sum of parts is always less than the whole.All I ask you is to enlist your choices in a bounded rational manner.Given a choice to be right or to be kind,I am simply asking you to be kind.You agree to it and you'll live with joy".
"I partially agree to it.But the knack lies here.There are no quantified emotions.You simply draw a hypothetical analogy to say how much you're hurt.That's your quantification of pain which is unstandardised.Similarly your happiness cannot be quantified.You again draw an analogy."
"Seriously!!!Why do you need a validation for everything.?Why evaluate when you can evolve? You, by all percepts of your rationality, are aware that there is no absolute law in the Universe.I am not asking you to be at chaos.But within your limited aspects of rationality, try being the one with emotion and least pain causing to your interactive being.Do you understand???"the guest lost the patience..
"Yaar..don't push me into complicated paradigm.Simply tell,What should I say?"
"Tell ,'yes',in that way ,you save two lives"
"Two lives?".
"One from the despair and the other from the overthought"
"But ,why are you walking away...I need you by my side, right!.."
"That's because, you are getting back to your consciousness and the dose for your sleep is over.Now wake up..Bye.."
The strumming pattern of the guitar slowly faded and the hustling noise of the city began.Gaining the consciousness, he realised that he was in the hospital. Mom, dad, Vyshnavi and her parents were standing nearby.
"So..you people have not postponed the date of marriage right..?",the dual idea ends and the phase of family emotion begins...
To be continued.....
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