A deep thought on an unusual interaction occurred through the dawn, breaking the chill spine of static living.The endless questioning pattern, leaving a hook behind every answer sought opened a new usher to stop questioning and simply accepting life with no efforts of self introspection.But,the numerous neurons pestered with this decision and opened a new conflict of thinking process.It wanted to raise above the knowledge and see how the interactions of one's life frame the pattern of mass socialization and asymmetric free will of what we think.Leaving aside the purpose of life,search now is to understand the pattern that runs the life.If the idea that everything in the Universe is connected then wouldn't there be less dynamicity in living?.Again,if there's no random pattern then how come we say that human lives or our species as a collective, functions on the "Law of balance".This question intrigues and when read with two of the books, namely Sapiens and Siddhartha,this evolves into a whole thought process that has remained unanswered.It also happens to occur that our bandwidth of understanding or rather our interest in introspecting these points have happened only among a handful individuals.Even then,the only inference I came to understand from the great souls that walked upon the earth were only experimental opinions and extrapolated theories.The greater question of what's the end or the beginning of life had never been answered, atleast on a globally acceptable standard.So again as a subset species in a multitude Universe,the big question of understanding the human life and connection of intricate emotions remains a mystery.Life as such cannot be explored on a common platform but has to be evolved and tasted through its time fleeting journey.Finally, when speaking of free will,the question I ask myself is "When you say you wanted to be free from the self,what do you refer here as 'self'?The mind,the body or the soul?One is aware that all these three things co-exist together in a deep state as an untapped potential.You need a body to make a soul reside.Not necessarily the body be that of a human but of any matter.To make the soul body connection and put the combination into action, you need a mind.So there's the mutual existence of all three but yet a scenario of "multi personality disorder" happens throughout our lives.So where is the concept of free will in the entire process?.When the very base of free will is rooted out,then how to justify your ego,pride and all other festive manipulations?..Think and Contemplate...
