Sunday, 13 January 2013

God's own country.....

In this competitive world,one definitely should take a break through and spend time with nature..Here are some snaps from GOD'S own country...and back to the trot and losing touch...Have a good  time




















The journey






".....You know...Miles away from here..Beyond good and evil...There is a ground..I will see you there..."

The journey:

Morning 3:45 am..I am still widely awake.This is happening for the past two days.I am now in "The Venice of South India"(Aalapuzha,kerala) in the midst of the back waters.I am roaming now thus as a traveller and each time this world appears more beautiful.In the midst of all day turmoil,am able to enjoy the profusion of these flowers and at this dawn the heavenly creatures wake upon this mystic earth.I am now a wanderer,a die hard traveller.

"A voice cannot carry the tongue and the lips that give it wings
  Alone must it seek the ether
  And alone without his nest shall the eagle fly across the sun"
Moments

A lesson from my friend:


This journey of mine was planned months back(but in a different  manner though).Friday,the 11th I headed home from my office as early as possible to ensure everything was kept under check.We(my friend and me) expected to travel together the next day for a certain distance.Had it not been the plan,I would have chosen my cosy mode of transport rather than boarding a private bus at late night.So with a half broken hand I struggled to place me at seat no 35(the last one) and tried to sleep hoping to travel with my friend the next day.But it never happened,courtesy calls too were ignored.As usual,when you begin a journey you always need to be single else you have to wait till the other person puts on the shoes.So in any case the above mentioned friend reads this,I would like to thank my dear friend for teaching me this.



 "Ready am I to go and my eagerness,
   With sails full set awaits the wind,
   Only another breath will I    breathe in this still air,
   And only another loving look cast backward."


My dream:

               I perceive, whatever stay(still) standing,walking and flying around me are merely not illusions..No border forces,no gang rapes and no such evil exist.This is my thought how the world should exist.Whatever I learn,I hear,I imagine says that these are all petty illusions.This early dawn tells me the meaning of life.The sky, the first rays of sunlight, the trees along slopes tells me to stay in this place forever.I just want to be free from the multiple  visions that people think may lead to a sustainable future.The very thought of going back to that,"Healthy Society" dreads me.Now whatever happens,I have taken my flight again.Cities,people and villages all sound the same.Their names familiar.I keep flying in this colourful illusions and dare not anyone wakes me up.But still,whatever happens the wind will still blow, the sun will still shine on there is no change in those things,the sky and earth will tell me to live,these good wishes will never stop.


                             And now I feel sleepy and the music fills the air meddling ,
                               
                                          Pray for me brother, 
                                          Pray for me sister
                                          Pray for me brother,
                                          Say
                                          what you wanna say   now
                                          But keep your hearts open
                                          Be what you wanna be now
                                          Let’s heal the confusion
                                          Pray for me brother .



         
   ...Its still a mystery to me.We have a greed,with which we have agreed.You think you want to have more than you need,till you have it all you won't be free.When you want more than you have,you think you need and when you think more than you want , your thoughts begin to bleed.I think I need to find a bigger place,cause when you  have more than you think,you NEED MORE SPACE.Society,you're a crazy breed;I hope you're not lonely without me.And please don't be angry with me if I disagree.. so yet another article made out from the crap of mystic living.



Monday, 7 January 2013

FIRST LOVE-Last(!)

“Maybe not," she said as we came to the car. "But maybe that isn't so bad. You can't love anyone that way more than once in a lifetime. It's too hard and it hurts too much when it ends. The first girl is always the hardest to get over, Haven. It's just the way the world works.” -The Summer. 

No matter how many times it is redefined as a chemical and biological phenomena that ultimately ends in a physical relationship ,it is indeed "divine" and thus shall it be remembered- "Love".Not a fiction though,this post of mine says about Karthik's first love Jeane.

Do you deserve her karthik???

             They had the same character and their way of living was no different from the other's.So without a second thought,they had the precisely the same thinking at that moment."Karthik,go and speak to her first"-our hero's voice echoed inside his twitching brain.As said,Jeane too had the same thought.Last talk(not actually,it was only a text) was on Aug 17,2011.They both turned in opposite directions knowing that never their "orthodox" tradition would allow them to set together.

             Two master minds from different genre had come together due to the title of the story and they split due to controversy raised due to man's mysterious creation -"RELIGION".Karthik and Jeane were school friends.Not until they completed their schooling they liked each other.Each were sticking on to their own domain.One wanted to  become a writer and another an administrator.They were rivals at school (only when it came to academics) yet they had that sensible line of hearty understanding.This love not expressed for years ,when done so was like "Heaven on Earth " for karthik.She not only became her lover but an inspiration for all the achievements he then accomplished.

Did he deserve??


          And now after a span of 852 days they meet. Jeane,already enough pestered by Karthik ,never tried attending any of his calls thereafter(thereafter here refers to-Breakup).After a certain point she was but only a memory for Karthik. He agreed to his parents not to think of her anymore.He decided( atleast pretended) to move on.But,unknowing to the dumb wits of karthik,his every action was measured equally by Jane.

         As down goes the famous saying,"When it is destined for two persons to be together,hell cannot avoid it.."And here they are meeting on their friend's marriage. Jeane as a girl,now have achieved much in her field of expertise and Karthik with his aspiration for music chose himself to be "come happy -go happy " person.

Moments between them-The Last(??!!)


       "Go and talk to her Karya..",one of his friends told.It was the same from her side too.But neither of the two spoke though seated in transverse rows.They knew things had gone out of control.But still,you can't provoke an inner voice,can you??


"Hi,Jane how are you??"


"Am great karti,same with you I wish.."


"Yup..going as earlier planned.Job,Music and studies.."


"Great..you look really smart in formals.."


Karthik was wearing his favorite sky blue formals with black suit.And she as usual was as simpe as that.

They moved on to wish the newly married.A group photo and it ended.

10 minutes later.


"You got my number??'-Karthik asked.


"9003257028-right??"-answer was up in a flash.


"Yup..Call me sometime then.."


"Any chance of coming to home town??"-She already knew that Karthik promised never to return to his home town.


"Maybe..Its hard to break a promise Jeane.."chuckled Karthik.


"Its my wedding Karti.."


"oh..congrats yaar..Sure then.."


"They have decided and date is yet to be conformed..you know-" before Jeane completed Karti interrupts saying,"Ya..I know..it never can be fixed". The mind talks ended.


Life moves 

      The above conversation never took place.They never talked.A beautiful understanding underneath and with eyes moist both echoed "BYE" at the same time.

The last text he received.



                        “The future for me is already a thing of the past -
                         You were my first love and you will be my last” 


 Every moment by your side is the best moment of my life. Every time you leave, you take a part of me and it belongs to you leaving me inspired. My heart does not belong to me anymore, it was the first thing that escaped to you. You are everything I need, you are everyone I love, I am yours. 




NOTE from me:

I write this post for my best friend karthik as narrated by him last time.Maybe I am not able to bring in the whole picture as my idea of love is different.First love,undoubtedly a warmth one.
                    
   

Sunday, 6 January 2013

New year -2013

Wish you all a happy new year..No matter how good or bad the yester year was to you ,this year will definitely bring you the desired.Cheers...My first post welcoming you -2013..

In the open sky, fly the birds of dreams
In the land of heart, fly the birds of dreams
The wings are open, the sight says 
Seems we have woken up now
Worries that were there, have been left behind,
We have come ahead of them.

Life is flowing in the winds,
Life is saying this to us,
Now, whatever happens, let it be..

When someone touched it happened
I roam around scented,
I am lost somewhere, there are new things happening,
So intoxicated I seem to be,
It has so happened that hearts have melted,
In a moment I (OR we) have changed.

Now such a charm has rained in the paths,
Got every happiness,
Now a life (liveliness) has rained upon life,
Now I (/we) have learnt to live,
I remember yesterday, when that moment came,
Which had such magic,
I became like-new,
How was that yesterday,
Heart says go that way only
Wherever your wish takes you,

I have found my smile city,
Where smiles are spread,
From where the weather of sorrow is gone,
Where there are sweet talks with every stranger,
We too'd forget all our worries,

Let's sing new songs,
Why not play a game where everyone wins
Nowdays, nobody watches flowers and stars..
Let's watch them madly, whoever says whatever to stop us,
Let it be open air and open time,
All the wishes be alive,
I welcome you 2013..

Light a candle but never curse the darkness,
Make a wish and send it to the heartless,
Heal the world...Begin