Life then it be...A song with mixed emotions

Seasons....

The seasons changed thus.

A mid-time monsoon on a May day summer

A day where reflections are seen on road

Birds and beings come for the well being

A star lit day covered by sea bed clouds.

And now I wake up as a child.....

The eyes see the world anew.

A dream where an angel dances.

And now it rains on a May day summer.

I want to be that  kid again.

A little shower on an unbreached road.

A little promptly tuned thud from the sky.

Yes.Kid I want to be.

The stars now on the road.

The season thus has changed.

Emotions...

You and I know it.

Why our ways got separated.

Stay in my memories.

Forever...Forever..!!!

Whatever happiness was there,

Ain't there any in future??

Just this sadness won't go away!!

I made it understand and persuade.

This heart of mine gets no peace.

Seasons have come and gone.

The weather of pain has not changed yet.

The color of sadness is so deep.

Even after years..

Never a moment will pass.

Easy that I get changed for people.

But what more I am going through...

You and I know it all.

Stay in my memories.

Forever...Forever!!!

Bless thy Angel..

Oh..life..Is this fair??

You lead me astray.

Made me lose sight of my goal.

You enticed me with illusions.

Betrayed me.

You set my heart ablaze.

What can  I say??

Ain't all a lie.

Tears...the true friends in life.

Said it is.

Oh..life..Is this fair??

Life moves.

Somethings have to be done.

You got to wish what it becomes.

Somethings just have to be done.

You can't run.

You can't hide.

Now as I am singing out of control.

Out of control...

And happy there my angel is.

Loads of smiles and wishes for life.

Things now are in control.

One among million I am.

Blessed to be so.

Blessed with  the strength to bear pain.

Bless thy angel.

On a bend knee..I am alive

There's no way to be free.

Lifting up an empty cup,

I ask silently.

All my destinations will accept the wounds.

Ya..that's me.

So I can breathe..

Circles they grow and swallow people as whole.

After lives they become what they never need to know.

Mind full of questions and learned to hear.

So thus it goes.

I am alive.

Everyone I came across,in cages they were.

They think of me and my wandering,

As no worth their thought.

But my indignation that I'm pure in  my thoughts.

I am alive.

Winds at my door and my face so calm.

Underneath my mind I'm part of everywhere.

Endless this journey and a road disappear.

I am alive...