FIRST LOVE-Last(!)

“Maybe not," she said as we came to the car. "But maybe that isn't so bad. You can't love anyone that way more than once in a lifetime. It's too hard and it hurts too much when it ends. The first girl is always the hardest to get over, Haven. It's just the way the world works.” -The Summer. 

No matter how many times it is redefined as a chemical and biological phenomena that ultimately ends in a physical relationship ,it is indeed "divine" and thus shall it be remembered- "Love".Not a fiction though,this post of mine says about Karthik's first love Jeane.

Do you deserve her karthik???

             They had the same character and their way of living was no different from the other's.So without a second thought,they had the precisely the same thinking at that moment."Karthik,go and speak to her first"-our hero's voice echoed inside his twitching brain.As said,Jeane too had the same thought.Last talk(not actually,it was only a text) was on Aug 17,2011.They both turned in opposite directions knowing that never their "orthodox" tradition would allow them to set together.
             Two master minds from different genre had come together due to the title of the story and they split due to controversy raised due to man's mysterious creation -"RELIGION".Karthik and Jeane were school friends.Not until they completed their schooling they liked each other.Each were sticking on to their own domain.One wanted to  become a writer and another an administrator.They were rivals at school (only when it came to academics) yet they had that sensible line of hearty understanding.This love not expressed for years ,when done so was like "Heaven on Earth " for karthik.She not only became her lover but an inspiration for all the achievements he then accomplished.

Did he deserve??

          And now after a span of 852 days they meet. Jeane,already enough pestered by Karthik ,never tried attending any of his calls thereafter(thereafter here refers to-Breakup).After a certain point she was but only a memory for Karthik. He agreed to his parents not to think of her anymore.He decided( atleast pretended) to move on.But,unknowing to the dumb wits of karthik,his every action was measured equally by Jane.
         As down goes the famous saying,"When it is destined for two persons to be together,hell cannot avoid it.."And here they are meeting on their friend's marriage. Jeane as a girl,now have achieved much in her field of expertise and Karthik with his aspiration for music chose himself to be "come happy -go happy " person.

Moments between them-The Last(??!!)

       "Go and talk to her Karya..",one of his friends told.It was the same from her side too.But neither of the two spoke though seated in transverse rows.They knew things had gone out of control.But still,you can't provoke an inner voice,can you??

"Hi,Jane how are you??"

"Am great karti,same with you I wish.."

"Yup..going as earlier planned.Job,Music and studies.."

"Great..you look really smart in formals.."

Karthik was wearing his favorite sky blue formals with black suit.And she as usual was as simpe as that.
They moved on to wish the newly married.A group photo and it ended.

10 minutes later.

"You got my number??'-Karthik asked.

"9003257028-right??"-answer was up in a flash.

"Yup..Call me sometime then.."

"Any chance of coming to home town??"-She already knew that Karthik promised never to return to his home town.

"Maybe..Its hard to break a promise Jeane.."chuckled Karthik.

"Its my wedding Karti.."

"oh..congrats yaar..Sure then.."

"They have decided and date is yet to be conformed..you know-" before Jeane completed Karti interrupts saying,"Ya..I know..it never can be fixed". The mind talks ended.

Life moves 

      The above conversation never took place.They never talked.A beautiful understanding underneath and with eyes moist both echoed "BYE" at the same time.

The last text he received.

                        “The future for me is already a thing of the past -
                         You were my first love and you will be my last” 

 Every moment by your side is the best moment of my life. Every time you leave, you take a part of me and it belongs to you leaving me inspired. My heart does not belong to me anymore, it was the first thing that escaped to you. You are everything I need, you are everyone I love, I am yours. 

NOTE from me:

I write this post for my best friend karthik as narrated by him last time.Maybe I am not able to bring in the whole picture as my idea of love is different.First love,undoubtedly a warmth one.