A BALANCED WORLD- A WOMEN'S DAY MESSAGE

"There exists thus a sanity in life of any being owing to a 'difference' in their gender.A difference that accounted for great souls that lived upon earth.A difference that accounted for very sustainability of generations.A difference that was understood with responsibility.A difference that needs the attention of this hour"~ Shri

Gender Parity:

I remember writing an article two years back right on the same day and the article titled "False existence" articulates about the understanding of gender.Perhaps,the world was seemingly on a busy mood to 'book mark' the article for a later reading with a rational view.And I believe the process of rationalisation still continues for I haven't seen any arguments arising till date about my placards on the gender.Right. With the International women's day being celebrated all around the globe,I purportedly want to hung my head in shame,not because 'men' are not given a day to celebrate with but women still are not yet aware about their own potential and are watershed under the pride protection of men.Then why there exist a reason for me dropping a sad face about this watershed achievement?? Because I would like to add a phrase to my earlier statement, "under the protection of 'few/many' shameless men".Having declared my stand on manhood, I would like to dedicate this article to all women whom I have come across at various stages of my life till date.In particular I dedicate this post of mine to the lady to whom I owe the  rest of my life.

Controversy:

The recent happenings in my mother nation and the mixed responses that flow from various members of the society tells us one clear thing.'Patriarchy' is prevalent in a predominant way and less/no men regret it.The reader can appreciate my view by looking upon 'society' as a whole entity wherein man enjoys certain exclusive rights over woman.Hold your argumentative view about the moral values and the scenario of the current generation for the last segment of this article ,I shall share my views on the same.Restricting our limit to India alone we may say that ,'Yes' men enjoy certain exclusive rights over women not under the purview of law but under the ambit of his liberal(!) mind.Certainly,if this liberal Patriarchy mind is meant for the rightful existence of the other gender then my spending of two hours will be onto focus some other social issue.But taking NO as the answer let's focus.

Mindset:

"A girl is far more responsible for a rape than a boy"-Those were the exact words of the convict in the recently awakened " India's daughter" documentary. Let's for the time being,restrict ourselves to the civil cases rather than the criminal ones.From my perception, the criminal offences  recently are under heated arguments and no sooner will be a solution reached by the recently awakened society.So let's restrict ourselves to deal with the civil arguments wherein the mindset of men forms the base for any kind of abuse( except sexual abuse).I have come across a number of personal incidents in my life where Patriarchy is upheld by women.For instance I can quote my own family,where ,though the bread winner was my mother,the presence of my father was later required in the middle of my adolescence to give protection from the so called 'unsafe/abusive society'.This scenario is the case for the majority of Indian families, whereas there exists another scenario where the guarantor and the bread winner of the family is a female and the presence of a man is not needed under the security genre but it is mandated under the norms of tradition.Thus if both the scenarios are put together for a collective vote,one may reach a conclusion that India ,a culture dominating country, certainly provides upper hand for men for the family existence.But the point now to be concerned is the extension of this upper hand over the other gender.

How far this extension have reached??

Now as we move on to  the subject of this extension,there is an off balance happening.This off balance is now Universal.My argument on the civil cases considering only the Indian society was on a purpose as my mother nation has a highly linked traditional value for Patriarchy with the rightful purpose.But yes of course, this traditional value now is slowly getting disintegrated with the misunderstood western concept.Now, the extension of this upper hand is very much evident from the statement made by the convict in the recently awakening issue of "India's daughter".Th act was ruthless and the irony behind it was ,that no sign of guilt was evident in the visuals of the convict.The concept of rape is not a differentiated daily phenomena was the view provided by the statements of the convict as well as the other personalities of the "little running society" who were the forecast of the documentary.This is really a threatening side for the future generation and the concept of sustainability is applicable to the society conditions too.And the worst hit of this threatening sign are the "little runners" of the society and the lower middle class.The other two classes namely the upper class and the upper middle class however are under the purview of this threat but the scale of violence is domestic or rather matter of dignity rather than life.No matter what ,all the runners of the society are affected by this extension of upper hand but the quantum of measure or rather the cases reported in lime light varies.

An accepted Thunderbolt

I wasn't willing to write about the featured points that were out in the recent controversial documentary but now I am forced to if I am to frame a conscious stand on this issue.

"The 15 or 20 minutes of the incident I was driving the bus.They switched off the lights.The girl was screaming 'Help Help'.They hit her and dragged her to the back and then..."These were the exact statements given by the convict and I personally prefer to skip through the remaining context of his speech for I was not able to bear it beyond an extent.Now,on an outrageous mood the reader may immediately think about the brutal punishment to the convicts and if any future cases(I pray there not be any) be put down with a striking example of the brutal punishment that should be awarded.But,in practicality,this is not the right way for uprooting this extension of the upper hand.

My opinion

Having now actually entered into the field of social activism and with an aspiration of becoming a civil servant,I am provided with numerous platforms to share my views.And the same which when shared with my fellow aspirants and a few top personalities of the activist society gave me an ample scope of thought to be worked upon the curbing of this extensive hand.Yes,as the mob feels punishments should also be setting example to a certain extent for the prevention of these offences.Death by hanging  is the ultimate punishment prescribed under CRPC(Criminal procedure code).Yes and the guarantor of constitution rightly awarded it.But,what is the  use of beating a mad dog for its act of biting?? The beating actually enrages it.Instead treat the madness.A reader may be confused by the above conflicting statements.The "mad dog" I refer here is the "mind of men" and the act of biting I refer here is the "sexual offence committed".I always am inclined to the thought that God is not the creator but he is the creation himself,likewise the convict here is not the executor but the very originator of the thought which is the mind.So the treatment should be done there.

A message to the society:

The above said treatment can never be done with the law alone.The requirement should begin with the mindset of the people.And with 63% of youth population in the  world ,India can strikingly lead an example for the rest of the globe with the right understanding of the ethnic values which we naturally are embedded with.Finally I would like to conclude from my part saying this to my mothers,sisters and brothers."Education" is the keyword.I remember my school days where then existed a subject where a mere pass mark was the qualifier to be the topper with the scoring in the rest of the 'salary' earning subjects.And the subject was Moral science.Unfortunately our existing system of education gives a less thrust on this subject and certainly the same is encouraged by parents too.My fellow mates,I request hereby to spread the message of right moral education at the grass root level.And I sincerely hope that if at all you are in a position to read my blog,then you are on the fortunate side of having a liberal education under all moral purview.The same be spread to the so called "little runners" and the generation next may learn to live with peace in a dignified manner. Good men readers of my world of course can pledge to educate a 'girl' child of less fortune and thereby assuring the statement "Yes,we are men and we are proud of it".And my fellow sisters can pledge thereby to provide morale to the future sons for there exist no world without women and thereby assuring the right entitled to celebrate "International Women's day" with no head hung in shame.

Happy women's day!!


"We act as if that being of a man or that being of a woman is actually an internal reality or something that is simply true about us, a fact about us, but actually it's a phenomenon that is being produced all the time and reproduced all the time, so to say gender is performative is to say that nobody really is a gender from the start."

A LOST LOVE THAT LASTED FOREVER

"Each meeting occurs at the precise moment for which it was meant. Usually, when it will have the greatest impact on our lives"-Fathoms of forgiveness..


The unique nature of the theory of Universe plays well when it comes to the matter of "Meetings".Some are expected.Some are unexpected .Some changes life and some ends it.Life moves on this "Some" certainty theory.And the one incomprehensible story that had its roots in the "First Love" comes to an end thus.

August 17,2057-

"...Are you not ashamed of setting your heart on wealth and honours while you have no care for wisdom and truth and making your soul better.I know not what death is-it may be a good thing and I am not afraid of it...".The sexagenarian concluded his last lecture of his life on "Man and mind" in Boginadi Village in Arunachal pradesh.

November 7,2057

The sexagenarian as a retired IAS officer  now has reached the pinnacle of his lifetime journey.He has moved to this village before 3 years and is  now a satisfied man with the sustainable development of 130 families residing around him.The upbeating career in administrative service hardly left any time  for his personal welfare thought except for the lovely girl in his life 'Dia Sharini'.And now with the 'THOUGHTS' becoming a spread community among people,Karthik lies down with his eyes closed for breathing his last.

Aug 16 ,2057 :11:58 PM:

"Happy birthday Karthik..."-Matty's voice sounded the same as it was before 42 years.

"Thanks Matt...you are yet to sleep??"

"About to...I just remembered that Mr.Robot turns 67.." chuckled Matt.

"You never change.All ok???"

"Yes and I am coming to see you tomorrow in your place.Keep your schedule less tight."

"Sure Matt...I think it will take around 9 hours by road or you can take the train to Dibrugarh and then a local train that connects the nearby village"

"I know idiot.I was a civil servant too...Don't forget"-said Matt and hung the phone with a "Good night"

Karthik was wondering about the purpose of Matt's visit.It was nearly 50 years back when he first met Matt alias Mahendru and they got along each other very well.The gang which was often referred to as "Lateral Thinkers" was a merry making group in the field of music.Later then,when Karthik moved out and involved in the service of people the gang slowly disintegrated and now only five personalities are left.

Unrest:

Karthik was wondering why he was not able to sleep.He now is a changed man with his retired life.
Dia is now with him and his mission in life has been  accomplished more than imagined.Boginadi is now a village with 100 percent literacy and its declared as the "Cultural Heritage site for its Sustainable development and ethnic sensibility".Karthik,who represented the village in the international forum is now a very comfortable man.The unrest that creeped in puzzled Karthik for he knew for sure Matt's visit is for a concrete reason.

"So Mr.Robot...Happy Birth day again..how are you doing"-Matt sounded with extreme happiness on seeing her close aide.

"Doing good and hope the same with you.What's the matter Matt"-the restlessness was clear in Karthik's face.

"You still haven't invited me inside home and your interrogation has started at the door step!! Mr.Ex.Diplomat secretary,that's no way of treating a guest..."Athithi Devo Bhava"

"Am sorry...come in..."

As said,meetings and happenings in life are never planned.And, always the betterment of the world depends upon the effect the meetings have on individual persons.A declaration of revival thus came in.

A Lost Love that Last forever:

Matt had no hesitation in asking the right question,"How long you have decided to play the game of deceit Karthi..you still haven't let anyone interfere in your life. Dia too now has a family and she lives far away from you.But..."

Karthik's response was rapt," Matt,you know the decision was taken nearly about half a century and you are still clinging on to it.why all of a sudden???...Because I am retired...Because I am alone...say what..!!"

"....yes add the point of 'age' to your witty explanation. I am not asking you to marry.I am asking to consider coming back to the home town.And if you're entirely out of effect from what you say ,then why do you hesitate.??"

"What do you want me to do Matt??"-for the first time in his 35 years of public life Karthik opened his topic of personal life for an unsolved matter of heart.

"Do come to home town.Most of the people are not there.And almost 90 percent don't even know you.We are there.Our kids are there.And most importantly you have achieved what you have wanted so its really time Kart.."

Karthik was silent.Matt knew the SWOT analysis happening in his crany head.A solid gesture was followed by the words "Let's go..."

Home town:

Nov 7,2013 the day he promised not to return to his hometown unless he has been posted as a district administrator of the town.And the fortune never favoured that.Rather,Karthik never wanted it favor.He chose the north east India rather than his brought up southern part and then on life moved on a fast pace with his adopted child Dia Sharini.Dia now is a woman settled with family in Delhi and happy is she with her life.Repeated obligations made by Dia asking Karthik to stay with her were politely refused.And now on the words of his friend Matt,he moves on to his hometown leaving behind the legacy of the "Cultural Heritage" symbol on the village.

The essence of love in one's life has no point of refutability.The subtle thought of desire added to this essence takes away its sanity.A promise that made a life change accompanied by the never giving thought makes the man successful as the one who just  have reached his hometown.

Nov 7,2057 (continued):

Karthik's life in hometown was good.Three months have passed by.Dia dropped in twice to see her "hale and hearty" father.She still was puzzled as how her dad changed his mind and returned to his hometown.Karthik now is a happy person for his daily routines were perfectly synced with the atmosphere.And why not,this was the place he grew up.A now and then chat with the friends residing there and often a thought about what if had he pursued behind his first love popped up.But then,he laughs at his own decision with pride for his actions always were actually taking him a step towards his destination of making love and ambition meet.That happened in an eventual way.Checks and Balances in life proves the very point of existence.

The man breathed his last just before the ticking of 12'o clock.Perhaps that's the price he was charged with for breaking his promise of "never returning" to hometown. Life thus ended but not the love for Dia was left as the symbol and so is his legacy for the Boginadi village mourned enough to mark his birth day as the "Day of purpose". Love story thus ended.

Clean Heart~ A dignified mission

"I speak not for myself but for those without voice... those who have fought for their rights... their right to live in peace, their right to be treated with dignity, their right to equality of opportunity, their right to be educated."-Noble Peace prize winner Malala Yosufazai...

Dignity

The keyword in life.I have always tried hard to understand "what does it mean exactly to lead a dignified life??".Aug 17,2014..The day I turned 24, I was wondering whether I deserve a blessing of "Jeethe raho beta" from my beloved  grand mother residing next to my flat.We all in some walks of life should have wondered about the purpose of our existence.Our pre-occupied thought doesn't last long for our further deduction of our sensible question of existence.Such is human life and so will it be until the sensible question at the door bell of our mind keeps it ringing for a prolonged period.So Dignity is what we were talking about.I wish to write this article by giving a statistical data rather than pouring out the usual morality concept.

My door bell rang:

A fine day it was and as I woke up from my bed, a mysterious thought stuck me.This thought drew its limit beyond the line of demarcation.The thought was about the excreta of human and its implications on the society of "little runners".Have you ever wondered about this thought while using the rest rooms of the exhaustively used Railway system in India.The reader may answer in a frisk "I never use them and so I never bothered".True.With the existing system of hygiene ,the most used means of public transport is actually a question of "Dignity" for India.So as with my mind seeking the answers for this sensible question I completed my morning chores and started reading about the existing system in India.

Manual Scavenging:

There is a famous proverb in Hindi "Ghar ki safai mein haath gandhe kaun kare" which means "who wants his hand to be made dirty while cleaning his own home"( a dialogue from 'Rang de Basanti')

Its an iron reality that we stick to this proverb on a large scale.Manual scavenging in India is a burning problem.History provide evidences that wet toilets existed as early as 2000 BC even during the period of Harappan civilisation.But today with a pride count of 1.21 billion population , a considerable number of people (different statistics show different data) do the work of manual scavenging.The elite class in India has evolved from the system of open bathrooms to the caravans with attached mobile toilet facility.But still the "Safai Karmachari "system is yet to be rooted out from the world's fastest growing economy as per the recent statistics.And again,my pride fellow men blame the system for the "top down approach" of the pyramidal society.Well, this question needs to be answered with conscience.And I shall deliver the answer for this question in the later part of this article.Now as we move on to the "core area",I started sensing whether my "Freedom of speech " will be questioned by the so called lateral "thinkers and movers" of the elite society.But then the truth be told.This evil of "Manual scavenging" which rolled out its carpet by 1214 in Europe reached our residing sub continent and took the form of demon.The strings attached to it for becoming a demon were the "caste code" and the "untouchability" title.( readers who read with pure conscience,please refer Article 17 of Indian Constitution).With the esteemed status of "Largest democracy "in the world, this evil is yet to be rooted out and we are nearing our platinum year celebrations within a decade. 

Common Mindset:

January 1,2015...As I strode towards the beach during pre noon,I saw a family( couple and a male kid) standing behind the bus terminus.I judged the family to be reasonably rich from their attire and their two wheeler.The scenes that later happened made me turn down my face.The head of the family was meeting his calls of nature along with his male kid in the open space and the  so judged rich lady photographed it with a winking smile.The inner voice of mine mocked at this act of jest and said" Ram,worry not...starting with first acts of walking,talking and singing, the act of first "mootravisarjan" ko bhi record karna hai...so the lady is just doing that..worry not..carry your jogging"...Well,the society has grown with highly educated but least civilised people.

With my above stated example,do we think that the problem of hygiene can be addressed with the this "common" mindset.Let aside the burning problem of "Manual scavenging" for sometime and lets plunge ourselves into the "never sleeping" city life. Again the readers be true to their conscience.How many of us have cleaned the restrooms which we personally use?? Its either the paid maid or the lady who manages the house who do this cleaning most of the time.It is india's shame that around 46.2% of Indians defecate in open.Also it is be noted from the demographic dividend that around 63% of Indian population is below the age of 35.When the whole world suffers from the lack of labor, Indian work power is soon believed to rule the wokmanship.Charity begins at home and so does cleanliness.But this is not the practical scenario in our daily lives.A habit which is constantly practiced for a period of 21 days becomes our character says pyschology.But we aren't bending towards the practice for even this short span of time.I am not here to enlist the approaches that we are to do.We by ourselves are aware of our own misbehaviour with little cautious effect.But the impending point of implementation is the blockade to our success.With an aim of rising above the limit ,this mindset of Indians definitely need a change

The government's recent reforms such as "Mission Dignity" ,"Swacch Bharat Abhiyan" and "Bharat Nirman", the engine for the growth have just started heating.It is the duty of the citizens to keep this engine geared up and make the wheels move.Lack of awareness and sharing of prosperity are the areas  to be attacked.In a day of 24 hours ,a minimum of half an hour be spent for the one spirit that unites us all "India".I thereby request the readers to give a serious thought about what I mentioned in the first paragraph of this article of leading a "dignified" life.A life where all the material earnings are reinvested to cope up with the maintenance of material possession gives us the satisfaction of mind whereas an act or deed of helping /sharing gives us a satisfaction of the heart and thus smiles along with it our spirit.The word "Dignity" paramounts different understanding at different phases of life but then the minute before our entry into the coffin matters.Think and rethink.



With my recent readings and interactions with the rural world I have understood a concept and I write this poem with a heavy heart,

"The Universe-a single entity by the supreme.

Came then the trees,the birds and the animals

Last came the homosapien with the might of all above,

Divided thus the entity in the name of flexibility.

Divided thus the supremo for his own comforts,

Divided thus the cup of heart with love,greed,creed and lust.

The cup now overflows with bubbling lust and greed.

The sacred love spares its space absorbing the heat underneath,

A day would come when the cup then breaks,

My dear sacred you soon will find your place...

Worry not now but persevere,

A day would come when they will hear....

A day would come when they will hear...."~Shri

Sssh...LOGIC BEHIND THE SCREENS

“Most people believe the mind to be a mirror, more or less accurately reflecting the world outside them, not realizing on the contrary that the mind is itself the principal element of creation."-Tagore

So the subject under discussion is considered to bring up a look of "obscene" in the serene faces of few blessed people. SEX.....

The Scratching Head

The purest process offered for the well being of the existing world has now become a matter of trivia and is discussed with utmost brimming(!) knowledge.Are we heading towards a similar sort of "popular" explosion where some women are paid to be naked and some are fined for being covered??..The truth is yes.We are now moving undeterred to  a situation of above.And the question now is "who is to be blamed?".The fingers pointed  the media,the media to the real placards of the fast moving life and the men holding the placards point the media again.This has now become a cycle.

My recent interaction with the outside world for the past  three  months proved me a point.And mention not ,the impact of social media and the technological  devices have never been this huge in my life as it has been in the past three months.Perhaps I should have stayed in my own world of solitude rather than the abnormal interaction I am now  into.But   this interaction is required as a  part  of the 'ordinary man's' life.But the question is ,I am still the otherwise thinker of the previous statement.So my nutshell views put upto the reader's judgement.

AN UNUSUAL INTERACTION

Thanks to my mentor for having lead me to such an interaction with the world which is better "easily said " than to "live upon".As I walked down the corridor of life ,I understood one point from the interaction I had with one of the sex workers who worked "many where" places in a "no where" to go for a dignified life.And the point is ,Yes,we have all become better civilised men rather than better cultured.The former is a physical concept and the latter is a mind concept.

"The world moves fast".I am a strong disapprover of this statement.The earth's rotational speed is till date a constant at 1670kms/hr.Facts say so.Henceforth the redeemed thinkers can make slight alteration to the mentioned statement.It is not the world that moves very fast rather it is the un-satisfactory mind of people that is moving very fast.This indeed is good if the progress is on a positive scale.But certain facts have to be analysed with both feet held firmly on the ground.One such subject is the gifted natural process of sex.

Statistics place "Human trafficking" as the topmost crime committed in the world.Women in particular are sold just to keep in check the hormonal hunger of certain highly occupied minds.So where does this highly occupied mind set come from??.Well,in my case the answer for such a question is still under search..But the concept is clearly visible holding its upheld dignity.


WORDS AS SUCH

"They call us at night.We make deals and get the advance payment and then we leave our soul with our family and they take our body..bloody ****"-the never choked voice sounded crystal clear with the eyes gleaming with all signs of forced guilt.

"But this profession should of course be of your own choice??"-a question i put forth knowing the answer myself.

"Son,I completed my Diploma and was married when I was 19.Choices don't appear in the life of ***"

The next sequence of conversation I believe should better not be shared for it made me cry for a day or so after I met the lady.They were about the brute they enjoyed under the pleasure of the "hormonal" or rather the "desperate" seekers of elite society.Look what money does when it enters the head.Sometimes I wonder whether Stan Lee correctly coined the slogan "With greater power comes greater responsibility".Power in today's world is purely in terms of monetary notes and the beings who possess such can better save it rather than their "seeking" expenditure.


MEN-DOM


In general,as I look around the world I sense a strong feeling of gender disparity happening.A chauvinistic mind set which rolls by even (in fact "mostly") in the midst of the bottom section of the pyramidal society.Women on the whole are looked upon with certain downhand when it comes to the normal man's thinking.The best example I could quote is a sad truth of our daily existence.As I was browsing through the contents of the "public sector undertaking" of the government, the home page of a 16 paged article shows the half nude poster of a porn actress. I wondered why the content of knowledge sharing page focuses primarily on my testosterone checking ability.And this is not the first instance and I believe the reader by now should have understood the point I wanted to convey.This general mindset needs as rapid change.Women should be treated on par with men on a predominant mind set rather than just with a coerced thought that is followed with forced acceptance


Lastly I would like to conclude about my opinion on the debated topic SEX.
As I mentioned earlier the beauty of supreme power lies in the process of determining the "fusion of one among five million sperms".Though the technology has taken to the era of IVF ,still the mystery remains unsolved with absolute certainty.As a rational thinker I have always analysed scriptures with the day to day fact and then have digested the truth behind the concept.The purity of the process of sex can be explained thus..

MY UNDERSTANDING


The Zygote which when formed leaves no clue about its gender.Thus it ensures,that it possess the pure power of both male and female.However,after repeated cell division in the cleavage process it declares itself as a foetus during the eight week thus declaring its answer regarding gender.Logically speaking the zygote by now should have lost half its power declaring it either as a male or as a female.Thus the foetus formed comes out to the world seeking what it had lost during the process of cleavage.(i.e. its counter part) and finally gains its full power and unleashes it when it meets its counter part via the process of sex and thus giving birth to another cycle.Such is the beauty of nature. This I believe is the real purpose of the human evolution process.

But what we have done with our esteemed knowledge??Kids of the school get used to mind set of bleached phenomena.The elders on the other hand stands as a rolling model for carrying this bleached mindset.I was wondered when a kid of about age 10 read a msg in the bubbling social network of 'whatsapp' which portrays the process of sex as a casual relaxation exercise.Yes I agree  the term of "stress release" under the medical view but  had the significance of the process been understood then illicit crimes of sex exploitation shall not take place .

And lastly I request my fellow mates ,Think twice whether your sense of humour or relaxation comes out of the little chauvnistic mind that hides behind your placard of socialistic thought before you condemn or share a message over networking sites.


"Femininity is not just lipstick, stylish hairdos, and trendy clothes. It is the divine adornment of humanity. It finds expression in your qualities of your capacity to love, your spirituality, delicacy, radiance, sensitivity, creativity, charm, graciousness, gentleness, dignity, and quiet strength."-James E Faust

Gaza...An Universal Thought....

                                “You owe nothing to me.But let my children grow in peace”

        

Peace…An extinguished option.The fast moving world mourns a little and minds a lot the matters of trivia.But my mind cannot resist irrespective of the Italian pizza and the ‘mind a lot’ natural surrounding.

Amidst the centered thought of moving forward in my life ,my deep inside alias strikes me back to sit and jolt down my thoughts.”Had you been in a war situation like that ,would you not feel thy pain..?”,the alias now slowly takes over and my mind moves beyond imagination.

A war situation reasonably cannot be explained unless you are into one.I remember a favorite quote “A war is an evil but a necessary evil. But no matter what, it is always evil.”True.The human kind now can now be considered as an aide to the more inclined thought of “Watch &Do nothing” mere spectator.And we should be redeemed by the thought that the further growth of generation shall consider Peace as the last option taken ahead by our example.The on going "No-man to blame" war is an example.

An imagination: 

The insane bloke wakes up.A strong  hit that made him undergo a deep state of sleep is slowly relieving from its strength.The same blue shirt and the bullet-less pistol.What now looks different is the smell.The blue shirt was drenched completely with blood.There seems to be no life around him.The dust and the daylight have almost burned the then corpses.A little  girl whose hands were cut-off smiles at  the insane bloke.The devastation was vast both in terms of lives and money.The little girl still unharmed by the pain, smiles at him and he felt relieved now.The artillery and the man machines are not seen further.The blood thirst within him is quenched.And the price paid was 134 lives...Peace now is the mandatory solution but at a very vast expense.

The spirit of knowledge/repentance that comes during the last minute of a dying man is always immeasurable.But its such that the Grand theory of design always makes it to have its rise only during the last minute.Had it been during the living ages of ordinary men,then perhaps there will be no surprise saints.

Men of this generation(including me) should hung their head in shame.Peace now is far at bay and we are not leaving behind a generation of merry. Life is immeasurable.As the "near God" equivalent creatures we always are at logger heads just to prove the point "I am superior".And this bloody thought now burns the life of the fellow beings.Gaza.....

Execution of manhood had started since early days.But I am always finding it hard to accept the fact of the "Limiting mindset " of the humans.Be it a country or a state or a village,we are embarked by the thought of our boundary creation and consider it a pride to be called the "Kith and Kin" of whatsoever.The opinion of mine pointedly differs from this limiting mindset and a way ahead progress of thinking it global.Love towards the surrounding is a matter of well said pride or rather I call it a duty.But in all terms if this is love is purely unconditional then the kingdom of heaven lies there.My point is,if this love towards thy sorrounding not create a feeling of hatred or an egoistic chauvinism over the other nations,then the love or the duty is considered unconditional.But what we have is the  opposite genre and it is the hurting truth.The world have evolved thus limiting ourselves within the boundary embarked deeply in our minds and hearts.Henceforth I consider myself a defiant individual from the above mentioned conditional love and proclaim the thought "I am global.I belong to the Universe and the people who died recently are in a way or so related to me for we are the children of ONE(two if the reader is an atheist)".Had it been the spectacular view of all people (particularly the "Slow decision makers"),then perhaps the morning newspaper would have read it in a different way rather than,  "1320 people killed in Gaza".But then its a one man's view and the one man is nowhere but expressing his anger at this moment.

Now,the insane bloke is aware that the "No-man to blame war" has not yet ended as the ruffling machines have now started rolling by.But he have lost his fight within.The blood thirst have now quenched.The   little girls whose hands were cut-off was still smiling at him.Tears there...and he holds the girl close to her heart and says "Sorry"....The girl  replies "The price is 134 lives and I am the last".

The bloke realizes that he had claimed 135 lives before he died and now its time.They are now into the real world where peace exists "peacefully" in the kingdom of HIM.But...

The explosion continues down in the living world...And the trendy living world still is busy with the South Hampton and the existing little desires....